at the library

:)

Every sunday
My little girl and me
We take a ride
Just get up and go
Four blood shot eyes
Coasting down the road
We look like trees
On a windy day
We stagger drunk and home we sway,
To and fro
She’s a part of me,
That’s why we fight
As long as time is free
And we got a place to hide
She’s A Part Of Me

We like to sleep in
We keep a low profile
Saying peoples’ names
And all the things they don’t know
We stagger drunk and home we sway,
To and fro
She’s a part of me,
That’s why we fight
Everybody says so,
They keep low
She’s a part of me,
That’s why we fight
She’s a part of me
Everybody says so
Samiam - she’s a part of me.

I like this song. It reminds me of me & Pez. It’s nearly a year already… fucking hell. He’s taking me to the lake district for our anniversary & we’re getting din dins. We’ve got time off work for it & everything :D

I like the fact

that you can write posts and you can be the only one to view them. I just vented a big long personal rant and it was great. Very theraputic, but not the kind of shiz you want the whole entire intarwebz reading about so NYAH :p

whoa

this weekend. All I know is that I have the best support network behind me, pez, my mom, my dad and my sister.

I don’t even know what to make of this weekend, a mind fuck that’s what it was, a fucking mind fuck…. I still dont think its settling in. my head is fucked and I’m going to bed, because THIS doesn’t bare thinking about. I just need my next apointment.. the days in between then and now are going to be hell.

ugh

I don’t get invited out by my friends anymore. What pisses me off even more is my flat mate doesnt even invite me out and goes out with MY friends (that she doesnt even know) and I don’t get invited, yet everytime I go out I invite EVERYONE. I know my the ex is a problem and people dont want to invite both of us out at the same time because they think that it will be akward, but for fucks sake, This is pathetic and I feel like a dick for saying journalling this, but i cant help it.

ugh, Whatever, can’t help how I feel. It makes it even worse when people tip toe around me not mentioning that theyre going out with Nuno and oh yeah.. you’re not invited. Fucking hell.

whatever, shit week, shit situation, shit everything, fuck off.

as if pissing over my floor wasn't enough...

SOMEONE SHAT THEMSELVES TODAY IN MY SHOP. Honestly…. where are these people coming from? I was a-zing the ps2 section, and some snotty kid was ruining my display, just dumping games where ever he wanted (i fucking hate shitty kids, someone get the slipper!) so i followed him around the shop cleaning up his shit (not literal shit), and then, fuck me, this god awful stench of SHIT just came over me & seriously nearly knocked me off my feet. I ran for cover in the back office, came back out armed with air deoderizer… i kept my distance. As the kid was walking out of the shop, he was pulling his trousers down and walking as if he had a stick shoved up his bum… it was definatly him, little scrote bag. He was too old to be shitting himself too before you ask. fucking hanging man, hanging.

More work, I have got a little mini ‘promotion’ of sorts. I’m shop floor manager now for the christmas period, & I get to hire people! I get to do all the interviews and employ who I like :) It will be well good, I’ll have my own little team of minions. haha! I actually really enjoy training and development, I think my manager knew that and thats why I got this little project to do.

Anyway, the boy is coming over in a minute so I shall have to go and get ready.

….just as i typed that he called and said he was outside :D

bai.

my day today

I thought that I had the ultimate day of doom last week when two of my staff rang in sick, leaving just two of us in the shop on POS* day. HELL ON EARTH.

POS day is when we get sent a planner down from head office, it contains things such as how the shop is laid out and what deals are on, posters, window displays, shelves, what games go on what bays (new release bay for example) and pre owned and new charts.

But I think today topped that.

- our master till broke sunday night, so we had no records of sales

- takings couldnt be processed, so three days worth of banking was just sat in the safe

- big massive stock count, that we need to gain money on will be out of wack as we have no records of sales for sunday or today… but we were told to do the stock count anyway (whyyyyyyy?)

- the store was in darkness as one half the shops lights were out. it took an electrician three hours to come out.

- head office promised our till would be fixed within the day… as we were one down, this meant only one till could be used; no one came, so now tommorow

- SOME DIRTY SKAG HEAD PISSED ON THE MOTHER FUCKING FLOOR. who does that?

so about yesterday

I forgot to journal a few things.

I got a mother fucking ‘promotion’ after years, and i mean, literally 3 years of working outside of my job role at work, I’ve got the job I should be being paid for. I got promoted to ‘senior sales’ it’s just basicly a third member of management, but you’re the link between the staff and management teams, so kinda relations and stuff. Three people were interviewed for the job, and they said it was no competition, they said I was the obvious choice. To be honest, and I’m not tooting my own horn, but I should fucking think so. I’ll be working at a different store, but I prefer that, if i was promoted in my own store, that might cause a few problems. But yeah, Bury, I can’t wait.

The interview itself was pretty hard, it was aimed at someone who was already senior sales and just applying the for the job. I couldn’t answer some, some things like ‘give an example of when a member of staff didn’t follow your instructions’. I’ve given daily briefs before, action planned, but I’ve never encountered an akward member of staff. I think I did really well on the other questions, just because I’ve been all over recently working in about 4 different stores, so I’ve picked up a lot of experience and got to know a few good contacts. Mainly, I talked about targets, warranties, and add on sales, pre owned sales because those are the magical words in the GS world ;)

No shit though, I think I’ll enjoy it, I mean, I enjoy it anyway, but I was getting bored. I am totally ready for this.

Pezrah and I talked about living together last night. We’re not going to right now, but in the near future maybe. It’s good because we’ve got the same concerns, pez likes his space & I don’t like being mythered (not that he does). I like being messy, drinking tea and playing on the internet, he likes his xbox. So we were just talking about that, the down sides, i mean the good sides are there & theyre obvious, but we didnt need to talk about those because we know them. My main concerns are living out of each others pockets and getting stuck in a rut. hah, first things first though, I want a pet! and he says I can have a cat. So I’ll be happy as larry. I think we’re good though for the minute, we’re happy as things are, and aren’t really feeling the need take things further. We’ll see anyways..